Ever since I was a child, I dreamed of being a father and for the past couple of years, I think that I have done a good job. But, with our second child, everything has been different, and I have been questioning whether or not having another child was a smart idea.
We had it very easy with our first child as he slept through the night since he was born. We did not know how blessed we were with him and often wondered how anyone could think that parenting was hard work.
Nothing was easy after the birth of our daughter. I do not know what her problem is, but she sure doesn't like to sleep and has not slept well since we brought her home from the hospital. Instead of sleep being commonplace, all of a sudden it was a luxury for us and something that we rarely received.
She is sleeping right now, and I should be too. Hopefully she will sleep a few hours. Wish me luck.
